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Brenda94 @ vanity-isnotasin.
the worse part of being Brenda? I spontaneously fall into momentary love with people on a daily basis.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Quarter after one.



I've been saying umpteen times about me deleting my archives yet no action have been taken, yeah? Guess this time is not an exception too.

Short update cum reminder. :D
✓ The awesome awesomez Checklist.
Glee S1
Glee S2
The Vampire Diaries S2
我愛鍾無艷
Love and other drugs
Just go with it
Never Say Never 3D (?!?!?)

My planned TV series, serials, dramas, movies for the upcoming tough and lonely days that i've to suffer and go through.
p.s: i really want to catch Justin in NSN3D, he is my ex-eyecandy. :(
JB IS NOT GAY. ^^v

A question to myself.
When was the last time that i had a sudden urge to blog? Ah, ya. When problems start to arise and surface between me and you.
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Hi. Been long since i last blogged. Pros and cons. OBVIOUSLY.
The pros? Probably a good thing that i've nothing to blog about you, because we're so 'loving'. yeah right. *insert some sarcasms*
Well, as for the cons. Brenda is such an irresponsible blogger, she can't even spend 5minutes for a mere update!!!! Tadah.
Speaking of the truth, i gave up blogging partially because i was so. damn. LAZY. Secondly, personal reasons. Oh, back to main point. I mentioned that i only blog when problems surfaces didn't i? Yes, here i am. Where should i start ranting.... no, i shan't phrase it in this way. its not our problem, its probably my problem.

Dear Brain, sorry for overloading you with the thoughts of him. Sincere apologies.
knowing of the fact that if you've read or realised that i've been trying to avoid you. you'd start with the trust or no trust thing, right. but apparently, i still can't. first thing first, i meticulously planned something awful last night while coaxing myself to sleep. i don't know why, but its like heart wrenching experience, probably got to admit that i might be suffering from insomnia. 不知道也不明白到底是怎么样的不安让我睡不着却一心都一直想着你. stucked @ this blog post for an hour and 15minutes already. still, there's no conclusion. i got to shield myself from pain.
you wanna play a game? it's like this.
we play around, we have fun. we share secrets, we tell stories.
we smile, and we cry. we endear, we think about forever.
but, we don't fall in love.

because the first one who does, loses.
i lost.