Are you leaving?

hey you, i'm still waiting. i miss you alot, really.

i went for spa today, again. and the lady was super spot on, on everything. this proves something, you're always on my mind and it's killing me inside, i want you back. right, i did nothing much today, ate nothing much today. basically, i kind of wasted my day today. only thing worthwhile is waiting, to no avail but yeah, at least i tried. i audi-ed alot today.
@L korkor, :( you attitude me again lei, and i'm really very very sad. probably you'll just text me something like, "i'm so sorry." after you've seen this post. that's not what i want. issit just me, or you became more sensitive. or maybe i should be more serious. or maybe you're in a super bad mood today. or maybe you don't want to play with me anymore? or maybe you're sicked of me already. sorry eh, i cannot face you with the normal attitude we used to have, you're not the same anymore. you're still important ok.

@intending to avoid me or what. maybe you don't even read this anymore. maybe you gave up. i don't know what happened, but if its killing you. let go. do what's best for you. i won't decide for you, i'll just wait till you want to talk to me. you have all my patience in this world. but just remember, 如果不要我了，要告诉我。我不想傻傻的一直单恋着你。

there's no other than that. 'cos you're more than that.
就算世界与我为敌我超喜欢你.

-/Edit.
Changed my blog song.
Pink - Family portrait.

@Dion, specially dedicated to you, right.
don't ask me why, but the first person i think of when i heard this is you.

goodnights.