Compromise and understand. I've done that.

that's the guppy that i can't let go.

I went out with Lyn today. I planned for a massive shopping spree, yet i bought NOTHING.

Last minute outing lyn planned. Suppose to meet her @ Orchard but today seems to be my suay day. When my train reached City Hall, the air conditioners started to release exhaust fumes or something? Whatever, something suffocating. Okay la, i admit i super kiasu, 'cause i'm the first few person to get my ass out of the train. After awhile, the brainless people in the train started to sense something wrong then all evacuated out. Unaware of the reason behind it, but i was scared, whatever. met up with lyn late, went to buy some drinks then went for lunch cum dinner @ yoshinoya. The vegetables are epic, taste like shit like seriously. Right, then we went massive window shopping @ Taka, Far East etc, cause none of us bought anything. when i was on my way home, the train is so fucking packed like sardines in cans, stupid timing.

Lyn did some brain-washing in me during our heart to heart session @ an awesome cozy place outside takashimaya. Maybe you're right, M > S. I thought through many, thanks bitch.

get me out of this relationship implications 'cause its driving me crazy.
and then i'll leave, 'cause i'm loving you too much.
and i'll get my mind off you, 'cause there'll definitely be someone better than you out there.
then i'll forget you 'cause i'll be moving on.
then that'll be the end of us 'cause that'll be the best choice.
however, that's not what i fucking want but i don't have a choice.
I need some time before i could leave you behind.
i like the way you talk to me now. i like the way you spend time with me now. i like the way you try now. i like everything about you now. but i hate our past. i hate to think about my importance, my everything to you.