Just like strangers.

Men are not dogs. Dogs are loyal. Men are jerks.

It's not like i've moved on, just that i've so much better things to do than crying over this fucked up mess. I see no point holding on, but i just can't let go. It's contradicting, right. 我爱你那么多，但是你都不领情而爱你已经变成了过去事.

Things happen, things changes, easy come easy go. This few days will be with packed agenda so i might start to be lazy to use the computer and stuff. I've been attending a wake @ yishun of my late great grandmother that i've no impression of. From what dad said, i only saw her once when i was super young. Yeah, so i don't feel much, but the tradition's so troublesome. Different generations had to wear different colours! I was the oldest 'green' generation there last night, despite me being the second youngest in my family. The fellow kiddos of 'green' generation were a nuisance la, irritating kids!!!! Looking upon my packed agenda, i miss limin. I've so much to say... D: Moreover, school started everyone's busy with their new school life, unlike me. I miss school.

Vulnerable. I seem to have some family problems now. My dad's a jerk. He's cheating on my mum behind her back. This sucks because i've no one else to tell. I told bro, but he claims that he don't care 'cause dad's just the way he is which i disagree. I see no point man, which part of a china slut which i highly suspect its a prostitute or a nightclub hostess is better than mum. I feel suffocated, i've to keep everything to myself. Dad just keeps on drinking, he seem like he don't want this family anymore. We discussed, i mean me and my brother. If dad and mum were to divorce, we'd both follow my mum. I strongly believe dad has more financial support to feed than mum, but yeh. 话虽如此, most money probably have been used for drinking, smoking & flirting. Leech. I was beyond control because just now, dad was touching me as usual as a form of way to show his 'love' whatsoever. I shoved his hand of coldly saying, "take your dirty hands off me." That might hurt him alot, but i don't care. I don't care how hi-tech you are till the point you bought a laptop with a inbuilt cam, arming yourself with those earpieces and mic video calling a woman IN MY HOUSE, WITH MY PRESENCE. Fml. I hate the way you try to hide and lie when i suspected everything which is 100% spot on. Don't hurt mum 'cause she doesn't deserve this shit. I won't be surprised if i'd have lost all hopes in men because of you. I won't be surprised if mum starts a quarrel with you. I won't be surprised if all 3 of us would have walked out on you when the day comes. You might say i've always been your apple of the eye, but i'm so sorry. I can't accept this fact especially when i'm already sensible.