I don't know how i can do without, I just need you now.

i've been secretly falling apart.

Shocked? Yeah, my blog's still here. I just can't bring myself to delete this. 我还放不下.

Anyway. Hi, decided to blog again, since i've so much free time on hand. There's one thing i want to rant about so badly. Why ban my Joy @ the wrong time!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Yeahyeahyeah, heaven's will. Brenda should stop existing and start living. :\ Probably it's really inappropriate that i should leave now. Just like what Shaoye told me, "the fate is sealed." Pretty lame, but i don't believe in fate and destiny though. no one knows how long i've prepared for this one moment, then i don't even have a chance to 'flaunt' it. i don't know how i can do without, but i would pretty much hate this. 'cause it means i'd have to go through another cycle of it then to finally make a decision. I just find the need, or probably urge to xxxxx you. Call me paranoid or what, but things have been running through my mind. Never thought that such a guy would screw me in every way. Sometimes, i wonder what on Earth did i think about all the time before you? -_- wtf, this sucks, but still.

Oi, I think i love you sia, xxxxxx......

Dog, ♥ . ^^v