I hate your negative shit.

I changed my blog song again. heard of a phrase? You'll never know what are sad songs till someone breaks your heart. now, i do.

还是原来那个我 不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺 迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你 是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用 每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看的见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉

if you think you're in agony, and i'm not. then you're really downright stupid. weren't both of us in this together, you ain't the only one who is in agony. i'm not complaining because the pain i feel is nothing new. i been through all your negative shit, and i hate the way you defend your pride so much. i can't explain how painful it is to wait for something that never comes. never. fuck you, steven. just what am i to you. ask shaoye copy paste one line, then dump me away already? ask me to find a better man eh? are you even a man, you have no rights to tell me that. just tell me, is your pride really that important? even till that very last moment, you won't even put your pride aside and take the initiative to talk to me. not even for once?

你很差劲 lei, 要甩我都不要亲自告诉我，托别人告诉我让我觉得你从来都没有认真的对待我. 应该是我太笨吧，原本还以为你跟我一样. 爱你的事实 i didn't say 'cause i don't know how to express, right. 一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂,but you don't. 你知道我会有多难过. 所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油. 我知道你还放不下我才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头.

self deceiving, but it's okay. leave if you want. it almost seems like you're avoiding me. i'm okay alone... but you have something that i need.
答应你我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流.

我喜欢你，但你还是选择了离开。那如果你觉得抱歉，我愿意接受你的道歉就让你先走.

i thought you said you like to make me angry? yeah, you did it. it was a fucking successful try. :)