对不起.

there's a little truth in every lie, isn't there?

they say, promises are meant to be broken, they just won't last maybe itz true. i'm sorry because there was a difference in what i said and what i did. the definition of promises? they are just lies with pretty ribbons around it.

i learnt something today. telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile. i've seen through you for that moment, and that really suck. i don't hate you. (well, i probably can't.) i'm just disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be. i don't hate you because you did that, i hate you because you pretended that you won't. i apologized not because i was wrong and you were right. it was because i value this friendship more than my ego.

@you didn't even said bye today, it just makes me feel bad leaving this way. sorry, it seemed like i've caused so much pain.

shall blog often, bye.

fuck. this. shit.

where's the link between you, me, clarence and trust? i see no link anyway. we can stay this way as long as you like, cause i'm used to it already. like what i previously mentioned, i knew we wouldn't stay peace for long. i see no point explaining to you at all. you're being over-sensitive recently, i give up like seriously. i know you can't fix my problems, but can't you promise me that i wouldn't have to face it alone, for like...once?

this. hurt. like. shit. i'm not any superhero, i have times where i'd be helpless, sicked and tired of this world.